Alhamdulillah

Just today, feel so much free from tireness of heart. Alhamdulillah finally I heard a good news come from the doctor. Since first check up of my pregnancy, every body around me had judged that I will have Section-C... due to my size... ( Does Size Matter????)...

I'm just a normal Indonesian woman with everage size... 150cm (cukuplah... ga terlalu kecil banget khan?)... What they expected from me? That I have 60 KGs on my pregnancy??? (can u imagine how would I look like... Yeah.. Ball... ---> Bisa-bisa gelinding sekali senggol)...

Yeah.. Since I reach here... I couldn't put my weight on... well it's not because i dont like the food here... its was difficult for me to change all habits from a working woman to a Wife, which I have to cook my own food (Gee... I never cooked before...).

I start with 38KGs... before pregnant... then alhamdulillah now I'm 48KGs, (Normal is 10-18KGs)...

Then few weeks back Docter told me that the position of the baby was not proper to have normal. Then they more sure that I should go for Section-C...

Again and again they keep telling me about this... that I'm too small, and the position is not right... more thing that the baby is too active so the heartbeats is also too fast... (which is not good... they say).

Alhamdulillah, I pray to my God, and I believe him soo much so everytime I feel depress after hearing those words I just leave it to Allah. I belive that HE won't let the difficulties come over me... I took a deep breath, and just praying that HE will give me the best.. whatever it is.

Just today, I had my check-up... I came without complaints about my pregnancy... she checked me, and she said the baby's position has changed and I have chance to have normal delivery... (ALHAMDULILLAH), She said that we can wait for the due date which is around 22 December or 23 December

One more thing, Now I feel more relax than before... when I put my weight on for 10KGs and its normal... I believe my baby will have a normal weight too... InshaAllah

And... Said to myself... keep prays on and believe that Allah won't let us down...