Thursday, September 29, 2005

What makes you think "I'm in Love"

Do you really believe in Love? or you just pretend of being in love. Have you ever love someone so deep, so you cant even far from him/her even a second.

Believe me, I do believe in love, I cant even live without it.

When I lost it, I couldnt let it go, its not in my eyes but it keeps in my heart.

frankly, its true to say, that even you lost it you never really really lost it, its just hidden from your eyes but actually its in your heart. That is love.

So what makes you think "I'm in Love"

for me, what makes me think "I'm in Love" is What my heart says "I'm in Love"


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Like my heart says "I'm in Love with my Hubby"
Like my heart tells "I want to be with him forever"
Like Your heart comments on my Love... "how lucky this guy"

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Friday, September 16, 2005

My First Magazine for Mensa Pakistan

Mensa, worldwide high IQ Society, is a very reknown organization all over the world in 100 countries including Indonesia and Pakistan.

While I was in Indonesia, I dont even know what is mensa and I dont really care about. But I found a very different here, as mensa Pakistan is a a very active organisation,

My husband is a chairman of mensa pakistan, so I know what they have done so far. Now they has just start a professional Magazine, and I join as a Graphic designer.

Alhamdulillah, it's not too bad, though for me its fantastic, one of my dream to work from home. And Alhamdulillah I got positive responds of my design from some people.

Though in some pages there's something missing like logo in the cover page, well nobody's perfect, even a magazine :D

Next time better!!!

Monday, September 12, 2005

Being a Mom

It's a wonderful life of being mother, the way you're passing your time and the way you're sleeping at night. it's a blessed gift that you're contiunuously thanking to God.

though it's hard for you to bend, or completely unable to wake up, so you need your husband to lift you up, but It's more like pleasure moments that everywomen wanted. Or even when the baby kicks you, He/She jumps arround, makes some acrobatic movements that make you feel the pain, you won't take it as torture, moreover you'll feel lonely when He/She fall to sleep in His/Her royal bed.

Long periode of pragnancy, seems to be short episode of our life. and it's just the truth when you see yor baby's face.

Still few months to go for me, but I'm so excited that I couldnt wait to see him/her. What's on my mind is only about him/her. Oneday my husband tried to describe his/her face, He imagined that the baby would have face like him with my eyes... hmm obviously without beard :)

Along with it I more conscious about my foods cos I have little problem with my weight. I keep discussing with some friends who have good experiences, so many things that I can learn from them. This periode is so depressed, there's so many things that I have to prepare, Discussing with positive friends and doctor is a must. I keep my self busy though sometimes I felt bore. But Alhamdulillah I have such a good husband.

Still 3 months to go... it will takes more attention, as I will feel more get tired on my back along with increasing my weight, I hope. Most important thing is the baby's weight should be according to the normal baby (whether it's pakistani baby's weight or Indonesian :> ). I read in some articles, that a baby with underweight will have low IQ... I pray to Allah that the baby will have good personalities as good as intelligencies.